I’m looking forward to the conference at Pensacola this March. The last few years I’ve gone to several conferences but when I have a stretch like this (July to March), I get a little charged up. I wish I wouldn’t. Why? Because when I get there I get disappointed. If I keep my expectations low, I enjoy it more. And with each conference, I get a bit sadder. Why? Because I feel stagnated. I’m going in circles. Sure I’m still writing and sending out queries on a couple of my finished books, but I’ve been on this merry-a-go-round before. The only change is books and location. ::sigh::
I do miss the excitement I felt when I first started out on this journey into madness.